Water My Own Garden

Intro Am C Eaug Abaug C Don't wanna get bad again Caug Or bleed on bathroom tiles Am F Numb the feeling out by stealing something from the makeup aisle C Caug I don't wanna add another fatal fuck-up to my file Am F So I think I've gotta water my own garden for a while [Verso 1] C I've got this problem Eaug Abaug Got this incessant need Am F Dm To prove myself to everybody that I meet C Eaug Abaug Life's a competition, but I can't compete Am F Dm C Eaug 'Cause when I try to, I get way too involved Abaug Am {FM7} Dm7 I can't ever take things lightly C Eaug I'm focused to a fault Abaug Am {FM7} Dm7 And I let success define me [Verso 2] C Abaug Am My parents always push me to do well Fm7 Dm7 And I don't blame thm C Eaug How were they supposd to know Am {FM7} Dm7 C I'd go fucking insane and self-sacrifice? Caug Am F They tried to give me good advice C Caug Am But I don't think I can do this anymore C Don't wanna get bad again Caug Or bleed on bathroom tiles Am F Numb the feeling out by stealing something from the makeup aisle C Caug I don't wanna add another fatal fuck-up to my file Am F So I think I've gotta water my own garden for a while [Verso 3] C Caug Abaug No, I don't care if it's disappointing Am F I can't let all this shit inside my head destroy me C Caug Abaug And I've been people pleasing since I was a child Am F Dm So I think I've gotta water my own garden for a while Caug For a while Am For a while [Verso 4] C Caug And the grass seems to be greener when you make money and you're meaner Am F Well, at least that's what it looks like on TV C Or they could all be lying to me Caug Am But I still believe it F (I still believe it) Outro C Caug 'Cause I only see rich, pretty people smile Am F Yeah, it's wild how the shit all starts to pile C Caug So I think I've gotta water my own garden for a while Am F C Yeah, I think I've gotta water my own garden for a while