To My Old Self

Intro B D#m C# B F# D#m C# B F# B G#m I spend my nights thinking the worst C# B F# D#m C# And telling myself that everything's going to work out B I keep kicking myself in the mouth D#m C# B D#m C# Opening up every cut that should be a scar by now F# D#m F# D#m I need the hope I always tell my friends about F# D#m I need the hope I always tell my friends about F# D#m F# I sleep with the TV on, it covers up my feelings about the past C# F# D#m B G#m F# D#m C# Here I am lying awake thinking about how things used to be B G#m I'm sick and tired F# D#m F# B G#m F# I'm sick and tired of being at the same old place in my head B Give me peace of mind G#m F# I always backtrack to my old self D#m F# B G#m B F# When I'm holding on to despair and cracks in my life B F# G#m B G#m F# I'm holding on when I need to let go D#m F#m I sleep with the TV on, it covers up my feelings about the past D#m Here I am lying awake thinking about how things used to be C# D#m B C# F# C# D#m B C# F# B D#m C# Doubt is the soil that fear grows in B D#m C# I'm dirty from head to toe B D#m C# Doubt is the soil that fear grows in B D#m C# I'm dirty from head to toe B D#m C# Doubt is the story of how fear grows in B D#m C# I'm dirty from head to toe B I'm dirty from head to toe I'm dirty from head to toe