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I battle with depression, but the question still remains Db Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage? B And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase Bbm Ebm Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day Db And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage B Bbm And it obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me [Chorus] Ebm Db 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out B I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer Bbm I'm a popular, popular monster Ebm Db B I break down, falling into love now with falling apart Bbm Ebsus4 I'm a popular, popular monster [Verse 2] Ebm I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze Db Every wall that I knocked down is just a wall that I replace B I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace Bbm How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case? Ebm Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste Db Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take B But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage Bbm Ebm Yeah, it's not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay Motherfucker, now you got my attention Db I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing B And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine N.C. Ebm Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave, I am terrified Db I fell asleep at the wheel again Crashed my car just to feel again B Bbm It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me [Chorus] Ebm Db 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out B I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer Bbm I'm a popular, popular monster Ebm Db B I break down, falling into love now with falling apart Bbm Ebsus4 I'm a popular, popular monster [Breakdown] Ebm Ebm Yeah, here we go again, motherfucker, oh Ebm We're sick and tired of wondering Ebm Praying to a god that you don't believe Ebm We're searching for the truth in the lost and found Ebm Ebm Ebm So the question I ask is, oh, where the fuck is your god now? [Chorus] Ebm Db 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out B I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer Bbm I'm a popular, popular monster Ebm Db B I break down, falling into love now with falling apart Bbm Ebsus4 Db I'm a popular, popular monster [Outro] B I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer Bbm I'm a popular, popular monster