Never Got Better

[Verso 1] F Please G Don't ask me How I've been doing Am N.C. 'Cause I don't wanna lie to you F I've felt like me G The last few weeks Am But if I start talking N.C. I'll think about the shit I've been through N.C. Then I'll be knee deep in those Dm Feelings I've been G Trying so hard to escape Am G F But oh god, now it's too late C Suddenly I'm right back in it Am G Shaking and scared to death I feel it C Pounding up in my chest One second Am G Step back, and I just can't Hold it together F I'm back re-living Am G Trying to catch my breath I miss it Em F End up back in my head Am My prison, hope I'm not on the edge G/B G Like this forever F 'Cause every time that I remember G N.C. It's like I never got better at all [Verso 2] N.C. F G At square one, and it takes months Am Until I feel normal N.C. And one day if I scroll back too far N.C. The photos put me in those Dm G Feelings I've been trying so hard to escape Am G F But oh god, now it's too late F And suddenly I'm right back in it Am G Shaking and scared to death I feel it Em F Pounding up in my chest One second Am Step back, and I just can't G/B G Hold it together F I'm back re-living Am G Trying to catch my breath I miss it Em F End up back in my head Am My prison, hope I'm not on the edge G/B G Like this forever F 'Cause every time that I remember G N.C. It's like I never got better at all Break F Am G Em F Am C G F Am Ten steps backwards without a warning G Em Push it down till I can't ignore it F Am Crying on the floor C G I've been here before F Suddenly I'm right back in it Am G Shaking and scared to death I feel it Em F Pounding up in my chest One second Am Step back, and I just can't G/B G Hold it together C I'm back re-living G Trying to catch my breath I miss it Em F End up back in my head Am My prison, hope I'm not on the edge G/B G Like this forever F Tryna keep on getting better G Moving forward even if I might fall F But every time that I remember G It's like I never got better at all