I'm Not Ok

[Intro ] G C G D [Verso 1] G I keep telling myself I'm okay C Lying here staring at the ceiling G Drowning in this empty feeling D Everybody says you'll heal G But they don't know what's really real C Walking down these quiet streets G Haunted by the memories D Smiling when I'm with my friends G But the ache just never ends C I play the part they wanna see G Hide the cracks inside of me D Every "I'm fine" is just a lie G I've been saying one too many times [Refrão] C I keep telling myself that I'm okay G Even when my mind won't go my way D I say I'm fine, I say I'm strong Em But I've been lying all along C I keep telling myself I'm doing fine G While I'm slowly dying inside D I keep telling myself that I'm okay Em Just trying to make it through the day [Verso 2] G Some days I just feel so lost C Like I'm paying every cost G For every word I should have said D Every chance I let go dead G Trying hard to be that man C With steady heart and steady hands G Looking in the mirror's glass D Searching for who I once was G I wear this mask so they won't see C How far down this goes in me G Every laugh and every smile D Is just me coping for a while [Refrão] C I keep telling myself that I'm okay G Even when my mind won't go my way D I say I'm fine, I say I'm strong Em But I've been lying all along C I keep telling myself I'm doing fine G While I'm slowly dying inside D I keep telling myself that I'm okay Em Just trying to make it through the day [Ponte] G Maybe one day I'll be free C From the ghosts inside of me G Maybe I will find my way D Not tomorrow, not today G Maybe I'll forgive my past C Let these shadows fade at last G Maybe there's a brighter sky D On the other side of all these nights G I'm not okay, but that's alright C I'm still here, I'm still alive G One more breath and one more try D Learning how to not just lie {Final Chorus} C I keep telling myself that I'm okay G Even when my mind won't go my way D I say I'm fine, I say I'm strong Em But I've been lying all along C I keep telling myself I'm doing fine G While I'm slowly dying inside D I keep telling myself that I'm okay Em Just trying to make it through the day G I keep telling myself C How far my way G Just trying to make it through D today