Grapefruit

Intro: C Csus2 C F (x2) C Csus2 C F C Csus2 C Hey, Holy Ghost why'd you leave me? Where'd you go? F G* Am* G* F I know we ain't spoke in so long, but I've gotta know, if I'm alone. C Csus2 C F C Csus2 C If I start drinking, I'm gonna be the town drunk. F G* You always said I should lighten up, Am* G F G* Am* C I'm gonna lighten up. I'm gonna lighten up. F C So long. I'm sorry that I wasn't who you want. G Am If I can't make you happy, I'm no good for anyone. F C So long. I'm sorry that I wasn't who you want. G Am If I cant make you love me.. C Csus2 C F C Csus2 C F C Csus2 C I shut you out, F C Csus2 C after the funeral, mired in doubt. F G* You thought a family would help. Am* G* F I was struggling. You could tell. C Csus2 C When we got the news, F That you were pregnant, C Csus2 C We painted a room, F G* Pink and orange like a grapefruit. Am* G* F I know how bad you wanted this too. G* Csus2 I know it killed you. Am G F C In all my dreams, I'm in the house that I grew up in. Am G F C I'm trying to be half the man I know my dad is, or was. Am G F I see me as a father looking over a daughter, C Who grew up to be just like you Am G F And now, that's just a thread I can't hold onto. C It's just an open wound. F C G So long. I'm sorry that I wasn't who you want. Am If I can't make you happy, I'm no good for anyone. F C G So long. I'm sorry that I wasn't who you want. Am If I cant make you love me.. C Csus2 C F Hey, Holy Ghost, C Csus2 C F Why'd you leave me? Where'd you go? G* Right when I fucking need you, Am* G* F I'm all alone. I'm all alone. C Csus2 C So, I'll start drinking. F C Csus2 C Yeah, I'll be the town drunk. F G* I'll be a burden on everyone. Am* G* On everyone. F G* Am* (Stop on Am) On everyone.