Fear of Bliss

F# F F# F my misery has enjoyed company F# F and although I have ached F# F I don't threaten anybody F# F F# F sometimes I feel more bigness than I've shared with you F# F F# F sometimes I wonder why I quell when I'm not required to F# F F# F I've tried to be small I've tried to be stunted F# F I've tried roadblocks and all F# F my happy endings prevented F# F F# F sometimes I feel it's all just too big to be true F# F F# F I sabotage myself for fear of what my bigness could do F# F F# F fear of bliss and fear of joyitude F# F F# F fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude?) F# F F# F I could be golden I could be glowing F# F F# F I could be freedom but that could be boring F# F F# F sometimes I feel this is too scary to be true F# F F# F I sabotage myself for fear of losing you F# F F# F fear of bliss and fear of joyitude F# F F# F fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude?) B A# B A# this talk of liberation makes me want to go lie down B A# B A# under the covers til the terror of the unknown is gone F# F F# F F# F I could be full I could be thriving I could be shining F# F sounds isolating F# F F# F sometimes I feel this is too good to be true F# F F# F I sabotage myself for fear of what my joy could do F# F F# F fear of bliss and fear of joyitude F# F F# F fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude?)