Father

Afinação: E A D G B ECapotraste: Sem capotraste No capo [Verse 1] Em G D Em Well I turned 13 seven years ago G D Em That was the first time I felt I didn't have a home Em G 'Cause razor blades and pairs of scissors D Em strung out on my desk Em G D Em And when I told you you put them in the closet Em G D Em Next to a notebook where I would pour my love Em G D Em You took it away from me but I didn't give it up Em G D Em And now I wish that I could read those love letters I wrote Em G D G Her handwriting was atrocious but it made me comfortable [Chorus] Em C G And I spent three years just holding on for dear life Em C G I spent the next three after that just trying to make this life mine G D Em D I started smoking cigarettes and I started doing drugs Em D C Bm Em I would do anything to fill the hole that once housed your love [Verse 2] Em G D Em And then I went to college and things started getting worse Em G D Em I cut off contact and I started drinking more Em G D Em And I think it helped for a little while Christine would help me through the pain Em G D Em But then I'd wake up so hungover and full of hate Em G D Em And my dad thinks I don't like him and I can't say that's not true Em G D Em 'Cause after everything that's happened it's getting harder to forgive you G D Em D And my sisters are moving far away, I think they're trying to keep their distance G D Em G They've been warned what I might say by my parents [Chorus] Em C G And I spent three years just holding on for dear life Em C G I spent the next three after that just trying to make this life mine G D C Em I started smoking cigarettes and I started doing drugs Em D C Bm Em I would do anything to fill the hole that once housed your love [Chorus 2] Em C D G And I know you know all about Victoria Em C D G And I know you know everything I was keeping secret C Em D G Underneath the surface it's much more than what it seems Em C Bm D Dad that's the saddest smile that I think I've ever seen [Bridge] C And now I'm disconnected with everyone I love G I started playing it off like I was cooler and tough D I started rolling with the wrong crowd doing drugs Em I started hating myself instead of picking you up C And now I am pushing away everyone that I love G I started telling myself that I was more than enough D I started rolling with the wrong crowd killing cops Em I started hating myself instead of falling in love C And now I'm disconnected with everyone I love G I started playing it off like I was cooler and tough D I started rolling with the wrong crowd doing drugs Em I started hating myself instead of picking you up C And now I am pushing away everyone that I love G I started telling myself that I was more than enough D I started rolling with the wrong crowd killing cops Em Bm I started hating myself instead of falling in love [Chorus 2] Em C D G And I know you know all about Victoria Em C D G And I know you know everything I was keeping secret C Em D G Underneath the surface it's much more than what it seems Em C Bm D Dad that's the saddest smile that I think I've ever seen Em C D G And I know you know all about Victoria Em C D G And I know you know everything I was keeping secret C Em D G Underneath the surface it's much more than what it seems Em C Bm D Dad that's the saddest smile that I think I've ever seen