Ditch

[Verso 1] Gm Fuck my life D# Fuck my health A# F You don't care so I'll go fuck myself Gm Fuck this job D# Fuck this car A# F Every song that I write just co-exists with a scar Gm D# A# F And I've got paragraphs about the shit that I will never say Gm D# A# F 'Cause it'll kill you just to hear me whine and bitch all fuckin' day Gm D# A# F Maybe the grass is green in other states where I choose to reside Gm D# A# F Maybe a glimpse of light will formulate and catch my fuckin' eye Gm D# A# F And maybe you'll hear this when you check my page and ask if I'm alright Gm D# A# F 'Cause I've been afraid of all the darkest places lying in my mind Gm D# A# F I will convince myself I'm dying but then act like I'm just fine Gm D# A# F My minds a scary fuckin' place and I can't fix it while I drive Gm D# A# F But my car is Lucy in the sky with diamonds going 65 Gm And you're just a pothole D# A# F Maybe Yoko Ono screaming by my side Gm D# A# F Is this the end of things, I'm strumming strings just trying to decide Gm D# A# F 'Cause I am afraid of me, so save me please, I beg you just to try Gm D# A# I'm losing my purpose, life's a circus, they said "Please enjoy the F ride" Gm D# A# F My seatbelt is broken, eyes wide open as my body starts to slide Gm D# A# F If I escape the wreck, I'll disconnect from everyone online Gm D# A# F I'll pack my belongings, I've been longing for this moment my whole life Gm D# A# F I'll disappear for months, no mentions of my status or a clue Gm D# A# F I'm fine, don't you worry, there's no hurry to return to what I knew Gm D# A# F It's hard to calculate these conversations if I'm being truthful Gm D# A# F I wanna congregate all that relate to everything I spew Gm D# A# F In midst of my disconnect, I'll stay in check, and keep in touch with few Gm D# A# F As long as I'm open, I'm just hoping that it's something I'll get through [Refrão] Gm 'Cause I'm a fucking wreck D# Oh, what the heck? A# F Why do I even try? Gm I lie in the grass D# High off my ass A# F And watch the clouds just pass on by Gm If life has a purpose D# I am nervous A# F To unravel what is mine Gm I'll trip and I'll travel D# Down the rabbit hole A# F And ditch my bags inside