Crash First

{Part I} Intro G D Bm A6 x2 [Refrão] G D Bm I fill my lungs with half my worth A And try to go numb so that I can't hurt G D Bm 'Cause at my highest I'm at my worst A And I can't fly until I crash first [Verso 1] G D Everyone seein' me screamin', been that since birth Bm A Everyone seein' this money I'm blowin' but nobody seein' the work G D Look, Dad, I'm high like you, for me the pills don't work Bm A I like diggin' in a bag, I like smokin' 'til it hurt G D And if my eyes roll back, then let the tears come first Bm A Been holdin' those in too long, fakin' it like I'm too strong G D And when my eyes roll back, throw my body in the dam Bm A And them things in my pocket, will you hide 'em from my fam? G D Will you tell the world I loved hard? Can you make 'em understand Bm A That all of the things I was strugglin' with, they ain't make me less a man? G D And all of the trauma I'm tryin' to bury probably made me who I am Bm A Think growin' up broken was necessary so I could fix my fam G D And part of me died on this deathbed, holdin' my daddy's hand Bm N.C. Just tell my daughters their father will drown if that means they can swim [Refrão] G D Bm I fill my lungs with half my worth A And try to go numb so that I can't hurt G D Bm 'Cause at my highest I'm at my worst A And I can't fly until I crash first Outro G D I know that it takes time, I'm comin' to get you Bm A Walkin' a straight line, I need me a breakthrough G D I'm smokin' a grapevine, sippin' the grape juice Bm Choppin' a white line N.C. It's gettin' harder to face you {Part II} Intro Bm G D x4 [Refrão] Bm G Yeah, take my hands off the wheel, I'm speedin' D I said I hate you when I left, I didn't mean it Bm G Open wounds from my nose, still bleedin' D Only you can clean me up, I'm still fiendin' Bm G Cold sweats and these meds can't treat it D No sleep, I'ma party through the weekend Bm G Kerosene, black smoke, I'm breathin' N.C. Somebody save me, I've been fallin' off the deep end [Pós-Refrão] Bm G All I know is I don't know how to give a fuck (I don't) D All I know is I don't know how to give a fuck (I don't) Bm G I couldn't give a fuck (No) D I never gave a fuck (No) All I know is I don't know how to give a fuck [Verso 2] Bm G Under pressure, I don't got control of my aggression D Under the influence, I'm 'bout to make a bad impression Bm G On the dresser, it's some ammunition and a weapon D And I've been smokin' on this shit since I was adolescent Bm G Thirty sixes, I'm tryna get lucky, number seven D I wonder if they got a spot for junkies up in Heaven Bm G Leave a message, they gon' find my body in the bedroom D N.C. And they can listen to this song if they want my confession [Refrão] Bm G Take my hands off the wheel, I'm speedin' D I said I hate you when I left, I didn't mean it Bm G Open wounds from my nose, still bleedin' D Only you can clean me up, I'm still fiendin' Bm G Cold sweats and these meds can't treat it D No sleep, I'ma party through the weekend Bm G Kerosene, black smoke, I'm breathin' N.C. Somebody save me, I've been fallin' off the deep end [Pós-Refrão] Bm G All I know is I don't know how to give a fuck (I don't) D All I know is I don't know how to give a fuck (I don't) Bm G I couldn't give a fuck (No) D I never gave a fuck (No) All I know is I don't know how to give a fuck Outro Bm G Go, go, go, go I'm gettin' closer to death D Go, go, go, go I'm gettin' closer Bm G Go, go, go, go I'm gettin' closer to death D Go, go, go, go I'm gettin' closer