Confused

Bm I´ve been through so many changes and I don´t know which way to go F#m Yet I´ve got it so together I can see with my eyes open or my my eyes closed Em Late at night I cry and wonder why my life´s goin´, goin´nowhere A But during the day, everything is ok, I´m having it my way I say Bm My teachers tell me that I´m lost soul, in a black hole F#m But in my mind it tells me that I´m doing just fine Em Oh if everything is peachy, why can´t anybody reach me A I´ve always said I don´t need anybody else {CORO} Bm I´m so confused F#m So confused Em And I´m destined to lose A Unless I follow another way Bm Spent all my time looking for something never knew what for F#m Tried out all the options just to find more pain and hurt was in store Em Been through it all but the one thing I still run from is You A I still remember about all the things my mama said that You could do Bm She said that if I only let You in my life F#m You could take away the sorrows and the emptyness inside Em But to be true, the life I´m living it´s hard to let it go A Though I´ve spent my whole life learning there´s su much that I don´t know Bm I hear You calling telling me to leave it all behind F#m If I could only find the answers to the questions in my mind Em I wonder could it be my mind´s not meant to understand A Maybe I should go with my heart and put my my life in Your hands Bm Surrender to You