The Night Part 2

Intro Am | C | Em | D | Am | C | Em | D | [Verso 1] Am C I wrote a song about being suicidal Em D Put it on the internet and it went kind of viral Am C And my old friends, we don't talk anymore Em D But I still have the memories of waking up on their floor [Verso 2] Am C And I'm mighty proud of where I'm at Em D But I'm one bad day from falling back Am C And I'm one bad day from relapse Em D And I'm gon' find myself right back in rehab, yeah Am C I ain't above it, I know I'm not Em D I am blessed with everything that I got Am C I thought by now, these thoughts would stop Em D But I still have these dreams where I am taking shots Am C Em D Johnny called me late last night C Em _ D And I told Mr. Walker just go home, whoa, oh Am C Em D I prayed I'd make it through the night C Em _ D Now I'm, I'm wakin' up all alone [Verso 3] Am C If I ain't with the band and I ain't on the road Em D I don't know who I am when I am home alone Am C And I buy all this stuff 'cause I wanna feel something Em D I feel something for a minute then it's back to feeling nothing [Verso 4] Am C All these books piling up on self-improvement Em D How the hell can I improve if I'm gonna read but ain't gonna do it? Am C And I, I'm at war with myself Em D Battered and bruised from my mental health Am C Em D Johnny called me late last night C Em _ D And I told Mr. Walker just go home, whoa, oh Am C Em D I prayed I'd make it through the night C Em _ D Now I'm, I'm wakin' up all alone Am C Em D Johnny's still callin' me Am C Em D Johnny's still callin' me Am C Em D Johnny's still callin' me [Verso 5] (Am) (C) I think I'm fat so I don't eat (Em) (D) I pop a Zanny and I send my ass to sleep (Am) (C) I wake up just to do it all again (Em) (D) Will this shit ever end Am C Em D Johnny called me late last night C Em _ D And I told Mr. Walker just go home, whoa, oh Am C Em D I prayed I'd make it through the night C Em _ D Now I'm, I'm wakin' up all alone Outro Am C Em D Johnny's still callin' me C Em _ D Johnny's still callin' me Am C Em D Johnny's still callin' me C Em _ D Johnny's still callin' me