Kevin Van Arkel

Intro Bm A G F# verse 1 Bm A G F# It was many years ago when we brought you away. Bm A G F# The disease that you got, it wasn’t okay. Bm A G F# We didn’t speak about it, because that is how we are. Bm A G F# But we were crying out of our hearts. verse 2 Bm A G F# I got bullied at school and my grades, they were bad. Bm A G F# I didn’t care about it because you were in my head. Bm A G F# They thought I had some blackouts, at least that is what they said. Bm A G F# But I just couldn’t function with the problems in my head. [Refrão]Bm A G F# I do not want to think about it. I do not want to speak it out. Bm A G F# I don’t want to tell the truth to you because you won’t stay around. Bm A G F# I do not want to think about it. I do not want to speak it out. Bm A G F# I don’t want to tell the truth to you because you won’t stay around. Bm A G F# For that long… Bm A G F# For that long… verse 3 Bm A G F# My family was struggling and so was I. Bm A G F# We didn’t talk about it, all we did was fight. Bm A G F# We only used words, just to make clear. Bm A G F# But we knew that it hurt you, when you stood up out that chair. verse 4 Bm A G F# And you know that I’m sorry but I really can’t tell Bm A G F# Because that’s how we are, all our feelings, they are shelled. Bm A G F# And now I am crying, writing this song. Bm A G F# What is our purpose, what did I do wrong? [Refrão]Bm A G F# I do not want to think about it. I do not want to speak it out. Bm A G F# I don’t want to tell the truth to you because you won’t stay around. Bm A G F# I do not want to think about it. I do not want to speak it out. Bm A G F# I don’t want to tell the truth to you because you won’t stay around. Bm A G F# For that long… Bm A G F# For that long… Verse 5 Bm A G F# The school problems continued and I felt really depressed. Bm A G F# I dropped out of college and I didn’t get much rest. Bm A G F# What is he doing? And why is he gone. Bm A G F# That where the questions, but they were the last. Bridge Bm A The last to hear about it. G F# The last to get a text. Bm A The last that thought about me. G F# And the last that did their best. Outro Bm