Becoming Unbecoming

Intro A [Verso 1] A Googled community colleges A And then outpatient treatment centers A I made a pros and cons list weighing D Which one will fix me better A And my dad got sober but we still don't talk A And i haven't read all those books i bought A D And i'm not gonna do it, just gonna think about it a lot Instrumental A D [Verso 2] A Found a gray hair in the sink D And then put one direction on A I can't accept the inevitable D Unless i'm listening to their songs A And my girlhood spent crying over jeans D And the boys i liked that didn't like me A D And thinking i was broken when i was actually just fifteen [Refrão] Bm Reinvention, superstition D In his image, new beginnings A Always scared of something E Becoming unbecoming Bm Georgia peaches, farthest reaches D Student turns into the teacher A Always scared of something E N.C. Becoming unbecoming A [Verso 3] A I was there when all the plans were made D But i wasn't invited to them A Started talking to myself D I made an imaginary friend A Everything changed when my favorite dog died D And i got my heart broken for the first time A He did it on a wednesday D He did it on a school night [Refrão] Bm Reinvention, superstition D In his image, new beginnings A Always scared of something E Becoming unbecoming Bm Georgia peaches, farthest reaches D Student turns into the teacher A Always scared of something E Becoming unbecoming A They used to call me smart D Call me bright, call me gifted And a part of me took pride E In reading faster than other kids did Cause when things were standardized D And i was timed, and i was tested A Then i could prove that i was worthy of love and attention A Now i'm no longer smart D No longer bright, no longer gifted N.C. E And i can't read anything if it takes me longer than fifteen minutes Yeah, i still scrape and search and crave to earn that validation D I'm becoming unbecoming Dm I'm not special, never have been [Refrão] Bm Reinvention, superstition D In his image, new beginnings A Always scared of something E Becoming unbecoming Bm Georgia peaches, farthest reaches D Student turns into the teacher A Always scared of something E A Becoming unbecoming