State Of Being

Intro: D Bm (x8) then D [Verso 1] D Bm I don't like my thoughts D Bm I'm worried where I'm wrong D Bm Why can't I seem to live F#m without a bottle in my hand A There's never been a way out D Bm D Bm I feel detached outside my mind D Bm Demons crawl on my skull F#m I was lost without a way A I could never find a way out [Verso 2] D Bm D Bm I need relief I hate being me D Bm Staring at the sun I end up F#m curled up in a ball writing A letters in a hospital D Bm Everything feels wrong D Bm Fear sings my song D Bm I toil under the sun F#m I've had a lot of time to A work and a lot of time to think about it [Verso 3] D Bm D But in my mind I think Bm everything is fine D Bm I've lost all control F#m I've had a lot of time A to drink and a lot of time to think about it [Refrão] Bm A I don't know what I Em Bm F#m D A need to feel okay Bm A My feelings don't matter Em Bm F#m D A everything turns grey I'm in psychic pain Instrumental: D (x4) [Verso 4] D I stand in the sunlight at last My past does not define me A I am a good son This life will pass D I stand in the sunlight at last My past does not define me A I am a good son This life will pass [Verso 5] D I stand in the sunlight at last My past does not define me A I am a good son This life will pass D I stand in the sunlight at last My past does not define me A I am a good son This life will pass [Refrão] Bm A I don't know what I Em Bm F#m D A need to feel okay Bm A My feelings don't matter Em Bm F#m D A everything turns grey