I'm Not Alright

[Verso 1] F#m D And I've been looking at these photos, tryna figure out F#m D Where that light went, how long I've been without F#m D And all I know is that we save that hurt E And it takes so much strength just to say those words, yeah F#m D I got these old mixtapes with all these songs on them F#m D I made for you, but you never really listen F#m D And now I wish, these days, we never stopped talking E Yeah, I guess it's been a minute F#m D But, I'm looking around and everyone here is bringing me down F#m D Like, we used to have a voice but it got drowned out F#m D And all of my friends, we used to dream about money and a career E But now the fear has got me freaking on my birthday every year F#m D And I've been feeling like the time is wasting on my mind F#m D I'm wearing this disguise like, "Everything is fine," but F#m D E All of y'all don't know nothin' about me A E And I don't know how long this story goes F#m D But you don't like this story anyway A So I'll just leave this CD on your doorstep E Another Chorus that you'll just get bored with F#m E D And for once you might have shit to say But I'll stop you anyway [Verso 2] F#m D And mom drinks too much, that still don't change F#m D I'm too far gone, I can't be saved F#m D E And all these pills that I take just make me sick This life been hitting me in waves, but— F#m D Maybe I'll just swim against the current F#m D And I keep falling for the ones who wanna hurt me F#m D I used to think "I wanna grow up so quick" 'till I got here E And the walls caved in, now everything's so blurry F#m D And I'm feeling like the days, are wasting me away F#m D And everyone keeps telling me that I'ma be okay, but F#m D E All of y'all don't know nothin' about me A E And I don't know how long this story goes F#m D But you don't like this story anyway A So I'll just leave this CD on your doorstep E Another Chorus that you'll just get bored with F#m E D And for once you might have shit to say But I'll stop you anyway A E I'm not okay F#m And that's okay with me D I'm not alright I never claimed to be A E I'm not okay F#m And that's okay with me D I'm not alright I never claimed to be A E And I don't know how long this story goes F#m D But you don't like this story anyway A So I'll just leave this CD on your doorstep E Another Chorus that you'll just get bored with F#m E D And for once you might have shit to say A But I'll stop you anyway